[25 May 2004|10:21pm] i have a new lj now. if i wanted you to have the username, id add you. <3 goodbye dreamskickass, it's been fun. 2 comments|post comment

[25 May 2004|06:48pm] what the fuck dude. 25 days and i'm off house arrest. i'm so hurt. i found out who my true friends are. i don't know what to say! i hope this passes soon. death would be so much easier. post comment

[24 May 2004|02:55pm] + Ashley, Will & Myke stayed the night. + Today in school I wore a skirt, it was very pretty. + I have court tommorow :-D finalize this shit. + Oh my, my mom lets Will take the car now.. + Me and Will went grocery shopping. We ate at the place, and went to the mall, and about 484393 other places. + We got home & have still been sitting here. I fell asleep. + I FUCKING LOVE YOU MEREDITH! <3 ...so beautiful. post comment

[23 May 2004|02:54am] today was pretty damned cool, but yet sooo fucked up. i loved every single second of it. josh, chelsea, ashley, britt, shanny, jenny, chris, george, brandon, and steve came over. hahaha. we all sat here, a couple of them were drunk, britt & brandon kept fucking in my sisters bed.. me and everyone else kept laughing at stupid shit, we drank ALOT of soda & ate ALOT of pizza. i'd say tonight was preeettyy damn fun. everyone went back to chelsea's, except josh.. cos' i couldn't handle them here anymore! teenage boys. wowwww i tell ya. yay! josh is home from his walk! i'll write soon! haha, update at 6:35 am: everyone ended up coming back here. MEH. chelsea and steve.. UGH im so fucking pissed at chelsea. seriously, im not even gonna get into it. im hungry. im so happy everyones downstairs and AWAY FROM ME! post comment

[22 May 2004|05:09pm] [ mood | tired ] today's been great so far. i've just been hanging out with chelsea and will... julie came over for a little while and we all went up to taco bell and ate inside:) just like a happy family! then we went through a car wash. then i came home, me and chelsea smoked a can haha, and we just sat here. now, i'm waiting for her to come back. i miss her dearly!!! i think josh is comin' over. well, i'm gonna go get dressed. post comment

[21 May 2004|12:11pm] [ mood | happy ] yep, i'm just hanging out @ chelseas. i'm s'posed to be at school, but i got special permission to come home. heh. today i'm going to the fair with chad levett. yayy! well, not just me and chad, a couple other people, too. but i'm excited to see him, ya know? soo right now i'm just sitting here, i just finished printing out all 743625 pages of jamsines book project. YEAH JAMSINE. I LOVE YA. THAT'S WHY I DID THIS FO' YA ASS. today me and jam were in the vps together just ch-ch-chillin'. "would he wobble after me?." yeah, i'm too gay for school. j' fuckign adore chaddy. he's the best, nothin' less. hmm, what else. oh, I LOVE YOU CHELSEA. this girl doesn't know what she means to me:( she is my entire world in one beautiful human. ehhhhh. enough about this, i betta go hang out with clynn:-* post comment

[19 May 2004|01:48pm] VANESSA DIERKS I FREAKING LOVE YOU!!!!! -Today Me And Chad, and Chelsea And Josh hung out by the river,, ON a cliff. :D it was very FUN! we all ended up kissinG eachother for kicks lol..It was fun for the most Part. HI CHELSEA I FRACKING LOVE U. im gonna Go hang out with Joshy. <3 1 comment|post comment

[18 May 2004|03:00pm] today was OK. tommorow i'm hanging out with myke.. hes one of the best people i know. he told me i need to start hanging out with some real men, lol. alot of other stuff happened, but im hungry so ill type it all tommorow!!.. it's good. well.. bye:) post comment

[17 May 2004|02:58pm] today was cool:D i walked outta my health class, but that's a story of its own.. i'm gonna be at chelseas for a while. will stayed the night last night. let's see, what else. i love ashley alinda fulmer me, chad, and trenton hung out today, i was being mean to chad, but he was being... different. like josh. well, i'm sick so i'm gonna go. and that's all. post comment

[16 May 2004|01:19am] tonight was okay:) hung out with ashley and we went to the mall and dennys. came home and realized how lucky i am to have a friend like chelsea lynn pitre. i love her so much. she's the best thing that's ever happened to me. and god she's so beautiful!!! okay, i'm a sap. i can't wait until schools over. i'm so glad i'm leaving general brown, and takin' all my friends with me. i like days like this. they make me happy. i have 6 dollas to my name, and nowhere to go:( you know who i don't appreciate enough?... chad delong. he puts up with my bullshit all the time, and never gets mad at me. i fucking love him, he's the most amazing guy i've ever met. we can just sit there and laugh about the stupidest shit.. and i love it. i'd go InSaNe without that boy. and he doesn't even realize how much he means to me.. because i'm always so mean. THANK U FOR EVERYTHING CHAD. U GIVE ME THE BEST ADVICE EVA.. and i love you kid. :D oh,,,, i'm gonna go now. <3 to my drankas and smokas. ( would you love me any less if i hurt you any more? ) post comment

[15 May 2004|01:42am] hello. im writing this in the dakr. everyone is parssed out but me. me and corey and jaymz and chels ea all got fucke dup. i'm bnored so i'm writing on this thing. ahahaha you gotta see this. it's so funny. painted secerets: hey im fucked painted secerets: yes im at kevas painted secerets: im black omg i love jaymz this kid is too cool for me. uhhh chelsea needs to wake up but shes not oging too. i cant remeber when she evern got here... but i love her and i think shes great. ahhh idk what to sya, i'm just so god damned bored. OH! tommorow i'm going to bili-jos... thats sooo gerat! i missed her so fucking much!!!!!!! i love her. well, i'm gonna go find my black friend jaymz.:) (edit- rotfl. what in all gods name? okay, last night was a little crazy. anyway today me & mom went all over the fucking place. she is so cool sometimes. we were singing hot in here really loud with the windows down and everyone was looking @ us. we stopped at a parade and mcdonalds, and a couple other places. anyway, i'm getting ready to go to bili-jos. yay! bye bye) post comment

[13 May 2004|04:34pm] i liked today. i liked today because i was a bitch to everyone. i liked today because i hung out with my new caseworker, and she bought me tempo blue shield nike shin gards for soccer. i liked today because i got a toy at burger king. i loved today, because i hung out with chelsea, and i love her to pieces. i liked today because tommorow... i'm wearing an american eagle skirt. i liked today because i didn't get written up. i liked today because... okay, i'll shut the fuck up now. i didn't like today because I FUCKING HATE 95% OF GENERAL BROWN, it's not like anyone does anything to me, i'm just sick, sick fucking siiick of little girls and boys... can i get a HELL YEAH WHOOP SOME ASSES YO. well.. i believe i'm going to the mansion now to hang out with some idiots and william.. oh, and BY THE WAAAY- i'm cutting my hair tonight. hahahahahha.. YAY! post comment

[12 May 2004|04:01pm] today i realized i am lost. i don't know what the fuck i'm doing. and it more then sucks. i remember when i used to think i wish someone understood me, knowone listens, knowone cares. i still think that, but i have come to realize that when i try to talk to someone, when i try to have someone see who i really am, when i explain my life, cutting, EVERYTHING. they are just puzzled, and say what i want to hear. i wish.. i hope someone soon will figure me out. oh well, moving on. i despise school. i hate every single person in our school, with an exeption of about 3 or 4 people. i hate how fake everyone is, and how people just like me because i'm funny. i'm sick of school and i'm sick of a whhhoollleee fuckload of people. i got my nose re-done. thats a +++. it looks very pretty & i'm happy with it now. i'm afraid i'll get sent away again. if i do, i will run away to a friends house and slit my throat. i promise you that one... but it's NOT a likely possiblity AT ALL. girls start drama. i wish i was a boy so bad it hurts:( i love brownville. but we're moving somewhere.. not far away AT ALL. just so we can get away from the neighboors.. mom says she likes the country. people say this house is big, but living in it for so long, being on house arrest, and ALL that other shit combined together just makes me want to scream. this house is tiny, and i can't stand it. well, there we go. my "i'mabigfuckingcuntshootmeplease" entry. i have anger issues, and i can't blame pmsing. ( Read more... ) post comment

[11 May 2004|03:31pm] i was a bitch today. oh well. seriously, im sick of everyone in our school.. im switching to a cathlolic one.. my fucking nose ring fell out last night, so i'm going to get it re-pierced within the next hour. :) haha. i love me some cute girls and boys like meredith- dkjdfsjkfkjfd:) ( Read more... ) 3 comments|post comment

[10 May 2004|03:21pm] [ mood | happy ] today was cool.. alot of people liked my nose:) i think i have a crush on someone.. his name is nick. (crowd of people say "awwwww")... i got called out of social studies & my probation officer told me to straighten the fuck up. ughhhh i hate this too much:( </td></td></td></td></td></td> The Basics Name?: Keva Sex?: femmy Birthday?: 1/25/90 Location?: new york. Height?: 5'5 Weight?: 130. Hair Color?: brown Eye Color?: brown Social Life Who is your best friend(s)?: chrissy, julie, chelsea. idk. Would you rather be alone, hangout with one other person, or in a group?: in a group of people i love. What would you consider a typical Friday nite?: staying with someone, or them comin herre. How often do you go out on the weekend? during the week?: ....meh. Would you rather spend the day with your family or friends?: friends. im sorry, but ever since i was born i was never "feelin'" my family. Love Life Are you single?: yes ma'm. If so, do u have a crush?: yes What is his/her name?: uhh.. idk. If not, what is his/her name?: . How long have you two been together?: . This or That Night or Day?: night Cat or Dog?: cat Ugly and Sweet or Hott and Mean?: ugly and sweet. Hot or Cold?: cold Tall or Short?: tall Prep of Punk?: suicide. Winter or Summer?: winter. McDonalds or Burgerking?: burgerking Hard or Soft?: hard Yes or No? Do you drink?: yes Have you ever gotten drunk?: yes.. Do you smoke?: yes.. Have you ever gotten high?: yes.. Are you prude?: i dont god damned know. Are you a virgin?: yes. Are you smart?: intelligent yes, smart. no. Are you ugly?: i dont think so. Are you pretty?: im not HIDEOUS. Are you trustworthy?: yes Random How many boyfriends/girlfriends have you had?: i dont even know.. How many pairs of shoes do you have that actually fit?: like, 2 or 3. What size bra do you wear?: i dont know anymore.. Have you ever colored your hair?: yes What pieces of jewlery do you wear everyday?: my nose ring and such. Do you have a cell phone?: no. Name three things you "can't live without": uhh. nothing, i could live without everything. Who do you talk to the most on aim? phone?: 1)hmm.. jamie. 2)whoeva. What color(s) is your room?: blue Do you have a computer in your room?: nope What time do you usually go to bed? wake up?: like 10, like 6:30. What's your favorite clothes store?: anything wiht good clothes!!! Do you wear makeup?: yes. Do you paint your nails?: not rlly. What size shoe are you?: 8 Did you like this quiz/survey?: i s'pose. All About You!! brought to you by BZOINK! post comment

[09 May 2004|07:23pm] [ music | you know your right- nirvana ] you know what? you'd be so fucking gorgeous if you'd just stop talking, quit breathing,and start D E C O M P O S I N G ...today I went to dexter all day. i came back & thought about alot of things. like how i would like to stop hanging out with alot of people... i thought about how fucked up my life is, and how it will never change back. i hate this, and i dont know how ive delt with it for so fucking long. its got to stop soon. me & ashley. the pictures all blurry. post comment

[08 May 2004|04:51pm] i got my nose pierced today, chelsea got her bellybutton done, chelseas mom got her nose, and MY MOM got her nose. isjksdjksa. it hurt very much.. my eyes watered. :-[ im good though! post comment

[07 May 2004|07:16am] [ mood | thirsty ] im sitting here waiting for the bus... i hope i dont have ISS all day today. uggghh that would fuckign SUCK! jsut because i said "what the fuck". what the fuck? that wouldnt be right. i dont think. oh, i forgot, i have to do my makeup and hair. boooooo. well, i might write tonight or sumodd. <3 1 comment|post comment

[06 May 2004|02:51pm] [ mood | mischievous ] [ music | porcelain- rhcp ] i hate bitches! ( Read more... ) post comment

[04 May 2004|05:02pm] [ mood | depressed ] [ music | the used- box of sharp objects ] today was a shitty day, i cut.. im a fucking idiot. last night i stayed at kristens and we pushed my bellybutton ring back through. yeah. post comment

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